i keep have the same dream over agian as well as daydreams. the dream is me and a wife and children but the the wife and children, i can't see there faces,not a one. then they seem to drift farther and farther away like im falling in a hole and some form of dorr or lid of a coffin. they are starting to get more and more intense and its starting to take its toll on me emotional and mental. i am so stressed and tired its like im on an emotional rollercoaster ride im happy,angry,sad and in the ends with me breaking down at home outside the house and the really deep ballady stuff or romantic songs seems to help trigger it quicker.
i just feel like im cursed to never no happiness i think.

well dracula... err alucard, (hellsing!)


im no doctor, but i have definitely read about similar dreams. its clear that dreams have a large effect on people, but its not the end of everything here. do you eat alot of spicy foods? nah im just joking. but like i said im no doctor, but i've had simliar experiences and have read about them, perhaps you shoudl do some research on dream analysis and interpretation (stay away from freud's works though, you'll just be in a deeper hole after that). IF it progresses i wouldn't hesitate to seek professional help.

do u know of a website that i can use references to decifer what im dreming?

I keep dreaming of my ex-girlfriend. That's pretty depressing too.