Is it possible for an insane, un-employed, uninsured, 18 year old with 10's of thousands of dollars of debt to get out of limbo and find a somewhat meaningful existence doing the one thing he loves? (Creating Sounds) Bah, why bother. Stop complaining. No.

don't know why I wrote that...please delete-sorry for any inconvinience

Debt bad... just finally got out of all of mine (I'm 30) and just now do I feel able to direct my life in a free-ish direction. Just work hard and don't get into any more (other than real estate, that's inevitable, but you usually get back a bit there).