I don't know why making heavy music fucks with me. I really don't. But in honesty, thats the theme of deconstruction.
In terms of honesty as well, I think it's important to figure out what causes you grief, and either overcome it, or abandon it for good.
I'm 37, and there's definitely something to that. When I was 20, it was Godflesh and Napalm Death, now I rarely listen to any of it. The last heavy records I bought were Obzen and the new Gojira...and (blasphemy) I didn't finish listening to either.
They're both great though, don't get me wrong...but tastes change. I think I'm in a mode where what I like about heavy music is not necessarily the metal elements. I'm using deconstruction as an exercise in extracting what still appeals to me about the genre for my future stuff.
the whole dtp is not a defining musical direction for me. Just a bunch of observations.
There's a bunch of conclusions I've drawn from it, but it's best summarized by getting older, and changing of tastes.
...that said, decon is pretty metal in parts.
I just keep doing what I do. Cheers for the attention.
In terms of honesty as well, I think it's important to figure out what causes you grief, and either overcome it, or abandon it for good.
I'm 37, and there's definitely something to that. When I was 20, it was Godflesh and Napalm Death, now I rarely listen to any of it. The last heavy records I bought were Obzen and the new Gojira...and (blasphemy) I didn't finish listening to either.
They're both great though, don't get me wrong...but tastes change. I think I'm in a mode where what I like about heavy music is not necessarily the metal elements. I'm using deconstruction as an exercise in extracting what still appeals to me about the genre for my future stuff.
the whole dtp is not a defining musical direction for me. Just a bunch of observations.
There's a bunch of conclusions I've drawn from it, but it's best summarized by getting older, and changing of tastes.
...that said, decon is pretty metal in parts.
I just keep doing what I do. Cheers for the attention.