does anyone actually own this?

it was, as far as i know, the first version that leaked on the internet in 2005

I would also like to hear this.

If I recall correctly, the source of the rip was a card sleeve promo. Your best bet on that is EBay. So far as just hearing it goes, the thing still makes the rounds. There are reportedly some slight mix differences (I say reportedly because the initial rip was encoded as 192 Kbps MP3 and thus far from lossless) but the real meaty stuff lay in Love? and We Ride. The former version is on some imports as a bonus track and appears on Blood Music's vinyl edition as the fourth track.