An Open Love Letter to SYL (and how it ended me)
My arm-flexing-party joke photo notwithstanding, there are few things I detest more than machismo. Contrived machismo is probably the biggest offender. In my opinion, physical intimidation, when detected, should be shut down immediately, with knives and poison if necessary. Before SYL, my view of 90% of all metal was that of a large tattooed drunk guy pointing a fat index finger in my chest and growling “hey fag... don't fuck with me... I'm craaaaazy.” Observing local Sacramento underground metal shows did nothing to challenge this conception. Take a look at the front men of most extreme metal or hardcore whatever bands and specifically how they hold themselves. Their band photos, lyrics etc. It's all a bunch of “ooh look out for me I'm a tough guy” horseshit. Their vocal performances deliver that same sad, pathetic attempt at intimidation with staccato growls that carry absolutely no fucking personality at all. They are, for the most part, a worthless, soulless bunch of interchangable schoolyard bullies who want the audience's lunch money to buy WHOOO BEER YEAH.
The album that introduced me to Dev was City and it was a complete u-turn from banality to brilliance. It was exactly what truly angry music should sound like. That is: ANGRY; not just some big guy celebrating his bigness and brand new skull tattoo but truly believably pissed-right-the-fuck-off.
It was the soundtrack of an eternity spent in the split second that one's mind finally snaps from frustrated to psychotic. There was no slow, plodding “ooh be afraid of us we are are heavy” Pantera-rip-off breakdowns and none of that cartoony “when i'm not fucking i'm fighting” ridiculousness. Oh no. This was the sound of the guy who had BEEN intimidated. HIS lunch money was stolen once, twice, a hundred times... however many times it takes to push a man too far. This was him rearing up and cracking Mr. Manly-Man's pig-nose right back into his empty skull. This was the soundtrack to an out-of-the-blue attempted murder. It was a “NOT TODAY, COCKSUCKER” to the world of smug assholes and it was pure inspiration to me. No pretension, just a thousand-mile-a-second blast of screaming hate from the heart of a man who has clearly had exactly enough of your stupid bullshit, Jim. REAL anger burned to disc restored my faith in music as an art form.
The album, City is my favorite recorded sound. As far as I'm concerned, it is untouchable.
My arm-flexing-party joke photo notwithstanding, there are few things I detest more than machismo. Contrived machismo is probably the biggest offender. In my opinion, physical intimidation, when detected, should be shut down immediately, with knives and poison if necessary. Before SYL, my view of 90% of all metal was that of a large tattooed drunk guy pointing a fat index finger in my chest and growling “hey fag... don't fuck with me... I'm craaaaazy.” Observing local Sacramento underground metal shows did nothing to challenge this conception. Take a look at the front men of most extreme metal or hardcore whatever bands and specifically how they hold themselves. Their band photos, lyrics etc. It's all a bunch of “ooh look out for me I'm a tough guy” horseshit. Their vocal performances deliver that same sad, pathetic attempt at intimidation with staccato growls that carry absolutely no fucking personality at all. They are, for the most part, a worthless, soulless bunch of interchangable schoolyard bullies who want the audience's lunch money to buy WHOOO BEER YEAH.
The album that introduced me to Dev was City and it was a complete u-turn from banality to brilliance. It was exactly what truly angry music should sound like. That is: ANGRY; not just some big guy celebrating his bigness and brand new skull tattoo but truly believably pissed-right-the-fuck-off.
It was the soundtrack of an eternity spent in the split second that one's mind finally snaps from frustrated to psychotic. There was no slow, plodding “ooh be afraid of us we are are heavy” Pantera-rip-off breakdowns and none of that cartoony “when i'm not fucking i'm fighting” ridiculousness. Oh no. This was the sound of the guy who had BEEN intimidated. HIS lunch money was stolen once, twice, a hundred times... however many times it takes to push a man too far. This was him rearing up and cracking Mr. Manly-Man's pig-nose right back into his empty skull. This was the soundtrack to an out-of-the-blue attempted murder. It was a “NOT TODAY, COCKSUCKER” to the world of smug assholes and it was pure inspiration to me. No pretension, just a thousand-mile-a-second blast of screaming hate from the heart of a man who has clearly had exactly enough of your stupid bullshit, Jim. REAL anger burned to disc restored my faith in music as an art form.
The album, City is my favorite recorded sound. As far as I'm concerned, it is untouchable.