God i hate the dry spots... its so annoying
Up until the other week i had a rather long one...
I love writing music/lyrics and making art (more digital though)... but almost ALWAYS... im never 100% happy. Even if i think its the best song ive ever written, and all my friends love it, i still have a weird sense of incompleteness inside me...
I often feel a bit crappy... cus, music really means so much to me (i know, i know...)
And the thought of never getting anywhere with it is horrible... cus i do feel like i have some sort of talent (i hate that, sounds so big headed...) (also makes me seem like a n00b who is actually extemely crap and cant hear the reality of my own stuff)...
One day i'll post some stuff... hopefully some people here would like it

I dont know what i do to 'cope' though...
Sometimes i feel really happy with stuff i've done, and feel confident that in 10 years time when ive got some full albums recorded, maybe i'll have myspace with what... 10,000 plays!!! ..which would be awesome to me, lol
But other times i feel like a failure...
One thing i always imagine, is me doing all the vocals for my own stuff... I've been a vocalist/guitarist in a couple of bands and its been ok... and i just really hate the thought of somebody else singing my 'personal' lyrics, it just has more feeling coming from the guy himself i think... but then i listen to Storm, and i realise, how average i am... cus those vocals are so fucking insane, absolutely unbelievable... and i cant get that much emotion and power from myself
Maybe i should try some vocal lessons... sometimes i think it might work... other times i just think my body physically cannot produce anymore than what im already doing
Kinda gone off subject, sorry, for the pointless post... dont really know where i was going with that...