Amber wrote:I don't do drugs, and I don't drink either.
I decided that from quite a young age actually. They hold no interest for me. And I never wanted something like that to hold leaverage over me.
I've always be a creative person, and I've always listened intently. I'm weird, and unstable enough with out drugs. I don't like the idea of intensifying it much. The idea of having no control of my actions is a terrifying one
I can seperate the tracks, and listen to them all on different levels anyway - So I don't see how doing drugs would help with that. But then I've never taken them so I guess I wouldn't.
But I think what I'm trying to say is, I think I feel his music as much as anyone else does, even without the effect of drugs.
Although drugs like Acid and such, its purpose is to intensify sounds and sights and colours.
Is it really your interpretation of the song at that point though, or the drugs?
Well, I'm not the stablest of people either, but I did drugs for a few years (only recently quit)--pot and psychedelics, mostly. It actually didn't mess with "stability" at all. If anything, it took the "edge" off, and made it easier to go about things normally. That said, it was also a bit numbing in some respects. Quitting was the only part that was ever intense. But, I'm dealing with that.
Anyway, I can't say that I did the drugs just to hear different tracks or anything associated with music. I'm definitely a competent musician and don't need drugs for any part of the music. The drugs I've taken just altered my brain chemistry enough to give me a totally new perspective on all the music I listened to. It was like experiencing the music again for the first time--still fucking awesome. And as far as whether or not it's the interpretation of the song or just the drugs: it really doesn't matter. High or not, it's all just experience--and such is life.
I'm not trying to sell anyone on drugs. They're not for everyone and they certainly have their negative bits (why do you think I quit?), but the risk involved is minimal, and I've had some really awesome times high. What I'm saying, I guess, is that while they may not have been the best decisions that I made, I dont' regret them. Now, I'll be looking forward to experiencing reality as it is again. This should be interesting.
